Changes

Some major life changes coming up in the next few days, and I must say, it's taking a toll on my nerves!  Heart palpitations, clamy hands, the shakes, and shortness of breathe hits me every time I think about my big move and all the changes this move will mean.  Imagine if you were traped in a snowglobe that sits on the very top shelf and all the flakes have long since settled.  You go about your monotonous days bored and unhappy, pondering what ifs.  Then one day, it falls off and shatters.  Speaking from experience, the entire way down you are panicking!  Trying everything you can to reverse the situation because you don't want your life to get smashed into tiny pieces.  It wasn't a perfect life, but it was your life.  I am trapped in that snowglobe, on it's way down.  Soon I will no longer be trapped, but I still have to brace myself for the moment the snowglobe comes into contact with the ground.  So I am BRACING... and breathing!  New things to come, and FRESH BEGINNINGS!